Hate Song

So this is how it's going to end?
You just give up? We Just pretend?
Everything is alright?
And I'm alone tonight
My face against a dark wall
With open eyes, an endless hall

Your hands holding someone else
Your breath taking me away
To places I don't want to go
And I have nothing left to show
You while the sky folds dim and gray

Where once you used to beat my heart
And now it feels I cannot start
To reach out and love again
With burning memories of you
Dripping down these frozen bones
Welding me to times of When

Days would drift our fears away
And you'd plead and beg for me to stay
But we were so much more than lovers
Hiding love beneath the covers
Where you masked inside your hate
For me that patient gift to wait

Yet someone else was there to see
The you inside but wasn't me
And then you ran like hell in pain
The world around you danced with rain
While I sat by watching from
The shadows where you'd become undone

So this is how it's going to end?